Sometimes

Some times I hanker for the explanations...

Do these desires ignite the light of life?

Or are they just worthless fossils

Do they set ablaze that zest to live?

Or are they venom meant to kill...

Some times I stare at void and muse over....

Am I the person you consider me to be?

Or am I just a daft dwelling on misconceptions

Would I still fix in the frame you set for me?

Or will I fade into nonentity and exemptions

Some times I like to mull over...

Am I growing oblivion to life’s brazen facts

Or have I grown too accustom to dearth

Am I emerging as a salient warrior?

Or have I forgotten the winner’s worth

Some times I sit and wonder...

To take another breath and survive

Is a sentence to death every day?

Or evolving as a survivor every morn

Seals the fact, incompetence is here to stay

Some times I just sit and ponder....

Could I be a breeze and just float away?

Or would I have strength to hold on

Could I just waft into the state of oblivion?

Or would I be aware enough to move on

Some times I just hold my head and think...

Can I still feel that burning rage in my heart

Or have I extinguished that fire in my mind

Does it really pain half as much as I feel?
Or have I left strength to bear, far behind